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You could not see over them, whilst being rounded

around the top of the backs. I couldn’t see the front alter,

or I was aware I should not see or go any further,
I really do like stained windows, and thought they may

have one, anyway, I didn’t move, just sat there, and

asked for help, and apologised and said sorry,for not

attending a church for some time to renew my spiritual

side, which I think everyone should do.

At that time I was upset, but did not reach ‘rock bottom’

until a few weeks later. (More - See Chapter 9)
On my return, I realised after visiting the church again

everything was different to my first visit, the church

was again old, the pew’s were normal in size and shape,

the brick work was dark and old, the windows were

different, there were some stained glass one’s this time?,

in fact it returned to the same empty, cold, church.

The difference was astonishing to me, and I feel I was
given a great gift of enlightenment, taken to what I

believe to be the place you wait to decide, be judged,

whether you want to carry on with the life experience,

or move on and back to the spiritual entity and traveller

in space and time?.